cold feat

i wish nobody had introduced me to the pre-wedding terminology then i didn't have to name what i was feeling. i don't know if what i'm feeling this very early morning is very cold feet.

today is a bigggggggg pooja. i will have to re-read the ritual/religion part of heathen before i go on to the "pitch" and so brace myself.

somewhere down the line i don't want to remember yesterday.